depending on a machine that DOESN'T work to sleep will be the *END* of me.

i attempted to call the number that my care coodinator emailed me to fix my cpap and i got ahold of someone who asked the ics worker helping me what the sticker on the cpap said and they'd see if they had me in their systems. she told them and they didn't- so the only way i can get it fixed is if i bring it to the address she texted me. i think i got like 4 or 5 hrs. of sleep last night and it just feels like i'm falling when i walk sometimes. "YOU GOT THIS!".. the line used to avoid the responsibility of ACTUALLY helping me. some person from another hotel called me today about some hiring event they have on friday- i THINK i'm gonna attempt to go to it- i'm pretty sure i seem to be a morning person so i wanted to try to go before spanish class at 3. hopefully i can get a job where i can work more soon. it makes me mad because over 20 fucking years after my accident and people still treat me like i'm a handicapped/disabled idiot. i've grown tired of correcting them because usually, what they think i am doesn't make a difference on REALITY but you're an idiot if you don't understand why i'm so pissed off/irritated a lot of the time. you're an unempathetic fool who just needs to mind their damn business and LEAVE ME ALONE because you obviously DON'T have my well-being in mind.. *COUGHS*AMANDA*COUGHS*MOM*COUGHS* go bother the daughter who is TRULY like you (NOT ME obviously).